I know that you guys have the 'jerk' gene. I Know this. Believe me. There is a certain amount of assholery to all of you... and it's something that we women will never be able to fully grasp, but I have some idea. SOME.

But sometimes I sit here and wonder if it's just you guys being bastards, or if it's cluelessness?

Or hell.. maybe you just know which buttons to push and you push them to get us all riled up. Maybe it's fun for you. Hell I don't know.

But there's hurtfulness to it all. And I don't appreciate it.

The "girl" is some 25 year old that was hired just as I was leaving the ad agency.

Packaging. I'm so amazed at human behavior. Now, I won't deny the whole physical attraction thing. But it amazes me that people want to meet someone, date someone based on their looks alone. I mean, it really bugs me. A one-night stand, I can understand. Believe me, I do. It's what lo-cal should have been for me.

*DEEP BREATH* let it go... let IT go.

Serenity now... and a big martini.